Wednesday, August 31, 2005
super duper tired now. but nevertheless, will blog first before going to dreamland to meet whoever. lols.
woahs. teacher's day celebration was still alrights. see those malay mina-s shake their butt like nobody's business.. kinda cool too. they will grow up to be really great dancers eh? haha.. the best part was after school larhs! we headed down to pavillion 2nd storey. yesh. Kbox. reached there round 10.35am and the place like half open. so we headed for TM's toilet. took kinda long time in there to change and stuff.. and joseph was like "what the hell were u all doing inside?" haha..
then went to NTUC and bought some junks larhs.. byt the time we reached the place bout 11.05.
when we reached there we were like.. WAHS. lols.. cos the queue kinda long already.. but we still got our chance to go inside larh.. first time worr, got some problems at first one.. then called my mom for help! lols.. then she taught mi lor.. cause she just went Kbox yesterday marr.. steady horr? haha.. hmms..
sing sing sing. sing so fun. love singing. lols. well, you will love singing when u wont sing out of tune and stuff lar.. haha.. =) bored-ed. then went back to TM for the toilet again. then outside the toilet got this girl started talking then......"chee bye la chee bye. kanina la."
.....then when she walked away i of course kinda made a comment larh. then turtle gave mi that kinda look and said. "same pattern as you"
dots. dotted. hmms. was kinda pissed off at that point of time already. then she continued to add. " there, like this lorr.." wahs. was offended lar.. DUH. yea, i was like that BEFORE, not NOW. if i am now, i would have started my blog with some vulgars and stuff. but i didnt. i just scold for fun. argh. haha. but nvm, after that things was alright. went home while walking in the rain and slacked. i wanted to sleeep one, then the stupid joseph say wanna play gun bound.. so play lorr.. then he drag drag drag.. in the end no time to sleep.. =( no wonder i'm so tired. haha..
yupp. bought I-zhou-kan today. wahs, still cant accept the fact that jun yang and candyce kinda like each other.. how can it be?? one look so innocent whereas the other one too mature ler la.. haha.. :x
alrights. enuff for today larhs.. tomorrow's a day for mi to catch up with my dreams and of course, studies. hiak hiaks.
till then. tataz~
s t e phanniie` x))
*there with you*
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
wahs, nowadays i really very tired.. no matter how long i sleep, i just dont feel refreshed. by the way, the last time i was refreshed was.... last thursday! hahA.. :x.
today was no study time for me at home. i slacked all the way, watch tv as usual. thats how i past my time.. hiak hiaks. *tv freak* *couch patato* lols.. whatever!
sly ish so sweet! watched shooting stars just now lar! hahA.. he soooooo cute. omgomg. so sweet. so caring. hahA.. so perfect. omg. haha.. stop my nonsense.. i'm bored.
walked all around tm and got myself 4 cards. -.-" kinda lame though. then met eugene and gang to get a present for my korr! wahahas.. i choooooose one. lols.. yea yay! hahA.. argh. in the end got him a ...... which can only be leaked out on the 1st of september. lol, after he officially receive his present.. hahA..
mood change:::::
fark lor.. everyone is asking mi to sleep sleep sleep. argh. its still so early can! wtf lor.. argh. i wanna shout into their faces. i cant stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahs. if only..... haha.. well, shall no elaborate. hiak hiak. *evil* bleh.
i'm pissed offffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
hurhurhurhur.
s t e phanniie` x(
*slaps,kicks,shouts,punches
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
people, if you ever felt like you dont feel like talking, please, tell them straight into their faces. dont continue to talk like as if they owed you somthing, cause you can choose not to talk. =)
kinda bored now. i dont feel quite good cause i seemed to have forgot something! so weird. went to singapore expo today. popular had a warehouse sale. hmms.. got myself papers, correction tape and a poster for the band! yeaa! hahA.. came home and started doing mathematics paper.. up till now, managed to complete one and a half lor.. its not a bad sign though.. it shows that i am practicing!
got to chat with my primary school class mate for quite a while. wahs, not until she says ar, i really missed those times before.. those times where we will fight over a seat..those times we will always said, "dont friend you already" hahA.. where are they?? * deep down in my memories * miss my friends so so so much. well, i'm not trying to say i dont miss my secondary school friends though.. hahA..
my arms are still aching.. how weak. i'm really bored, and i dont know whats bugging me inside my heart. hmms.. i'm having a chemistry test tomorrow and i think i'm not going to study. having e math mock exam paper 2 too. hmmms..
i think, i'll stop here. i have nth in mind now. not sleepy. maybe i'll read my comic. =)
s t e phanniie` x))
i love everyone out there!!
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
its been since a long long time that i've blogged. hmms. missed me?? haha..
wahs. i had 14 hrs of sleep last night! =) know why i used last night? cause i slept at 11pm! and i woke up at 1pm. and yes, i didnt go to school.. hmms.. it was kind of planned lar.. well, my parents had no objections! :x
reason being i was really really tired. if i go on doing this [sleeping late and waking up early] i will fall sick. was really tired after tuition last night. after i reached home, bathed had dinner and soaked myself into the television. and i was kinda forced to do the social studies essay because radhika wants to collect it today.. so i did it..with my eyes, kinda closed. :x
another reason why i didnt blog for the past few days cause i was into this game which has been taking up my studying time. lols. i'm gonna cut down the hours i soak myself into that game. its like a craze man. control, steph, control!!
prelims are nearing.. so near! just another 20 days.. i have to study more now! steph, you can do it!! and yes, i have this feeling that i am still being spied on. =( sad. sad.
yea, i bought kelly's album yesterday! hahA.. quite nice.. she will be on tv life later! its 7.05pm now, gotta go catch my show! yea yea. bye guys!
s t e phanniie` x))
*game-freak
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Friday, August 19, 2005
他妈的!!
how could that bloody blind ass win? i mean, winning derrick is give him face liao.. but win jun yang? jun yang is talented! kaox.. then he just won him over like that.. very 不服气! hahA.. feel like go slapping him la.. anyways. kelly is in! woooohooooo.. my votes arent wasted. kelvin sux. hahA. sux sux sux. omg omg.. cant stand. argh. hahA.. my poor jun yang.. so sad.
sobs. tmr got a math paper 2. and, i'm chatting and talking over the phone with yue ghim kor. lols.. and his like trying to get me study. after this post maybe. =) hahA.. level up maple again! so happy.. haha.. thanks xin yao! =)
weeeeeeee. k la.. not much things to blog. just that got people spying on mi. omg omg omg. i must fire private detective liao. hahA.. :x
wahaha.
s t e p hanniie ` x)
*do you know?
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i felt so insulted. so so insulted. i mean, i've never thought about it at all! how could i be accused and they claimed that it was just a lame joke.. that is more than lame. its hurting. i dont know why he said all those stuff, but, its too much.
when i saw the message, i was like, haha. who ever said that i liked him? hmms.. stupid thinking. but anyways, i feel so damn insulted. well, like my nick says.... -d0 n0t assume like as iif everything is like what u think. =( yes. i'm sad-ded.
anyways, my gosh. she found out about my friendster! dots.. i shant say i hate her now cause that thing which i typed was quite a long time ago. oh my gosh. i felt so embarassed. hahA.. =x
anyways, beware of what u type ya people? cause you never know who's watching ur profiles. hahA.. be it the principal or ur teachers.. hahA.. why not? the whole world is free to see those stuff that u typed. =)
shall blog more later. just wanna express the insults i felt in this post. =(
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Monday, August 15, 2005
woahs. didnt blog for 2 days i think. let me recall.
saturday went for band interview for alumni. yups. still alright. first time go interview like that. harhars. after that went to the back to eat and was persuaded by chen pei to go to her house. haha. watch the k-one video there and had quite hard time memorising their names. cos firstly,they were some how complicated and they looked almost the same. lols.. well, left for home at about 6. plus..
hmms.. sunday. woken up by my mom to go to my aunts house for lunch. was really tired larhs.. then because they got this concert to attend, we left for home at bout 3pm. reached home and immediately slept until all the way my brother came to kajiao mi. cause he just came back from genting. =) then he suggested that we go watch the fireworks since my dad didnt drive to the concert cause he very good citizen. lols. *drink, dont drive* harhars.. yupp.
at 7plus, i left for the fireworks.. oh yea, btw, it was the closing ceremony of the firworks festival. though the fire works were at marina south, but my brother somehow knew this not-very-secret-but-considered-secret-place where te view was magnificent. it was in some constuction site at tanjong rhu road. hahA.. though the route in was really bumpy, it was worth it. hmms..
8pm, the fireworks started.. woahs. no words could describe my feelings at that time, cause it was far too too too nice. wahs. cant stand.. i was busy looking, shouting and filming that wonderful scene. wanna see? msg me in msn, i sent you. hmms, for now, i shall post some not very nice pictures onthe fireworks, but also quite nice. lols. i'm sorry, i'm contradicting myself.
its even nicer than this larh!
came back and started revising only a bit of a math. and a bit meant 1 and a half questions of differentiation. lols. then played maple story all the way to 2am while talking on the phone. cool. lols.. got to know this guy, whom so qiao is my band senior's friend. what a small small world. =)
yupp, i was just doing physics and felt like blogging. cause i'm bored and waiting for nigel to play maple. hahA.. well, for now, i 'll continue with physics..! x))
s t e phanniie` x))
ha. mi on my dad's car. =)
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
woahs. got back my mother tongue results.. guessed what? hahA.. no Cs lar.. its b4.. yupps.. not sad over it and not too happy over it either. =)
anyways, i not going to retake it.
turtle was real sad bout her results, hope that she can get better grades the next time round. yup yup. and yes, i kinda screw up my oral topics la. especially the conversation part. i cant talk. i cant. argh. why? nevermind. its over.
ah yes, i forgot to comment on my mt oral. it was bad. really bad. thats why i've decided not to tretake cause i think it wouldnt help much. i had just a mere pass. talk ya i cant talk. people whose chinese was so pathetic could even get a merit. and me? a mere pass? wahs. maybe its because of the bloody china teachers. yes, china sucks. :x [no offence]
was really nervous when it was my turn before the oral thing finally begins. and our fellow top student of my class spoke for 20 bloody minutes and caused our class to be jammed up. the next team is like 2 people faster than us. gosh. feel like beating her up, lols.. not for anything else but just for the words that came out of her mouth. WHY MUST SHE SPEAK SO MUCH? lols..
had tuition just now.. did a chemistry paper one [SCGS'03] and a whole physics paper [yishun secondary school] kinda ok. wahs.. calculated my goals. if i can get L1R5 less than 20, i would be really really happy enough. i dont have such high expectations cause i know myself well.
since my chinese has a 4 already:
english: 5 hopefully 4
chinese:4
SS: 5 hopefully 4
E math: 2
A math: 3
physics: 3
chemistry:3
hmm.. how bout this? though its kinda pathetic.. only a distinction.. hahA.. it shall now be the goal that i'm looking forward for now! and yes, i will do my very best. prelims are coming really soon and i got to buck up.
go steph go, i can do it! wahahahAs. tourism/accountancy, here i come! =)
i'm tired. have to attend the stupid, lame, uninteresting, waste-time literature lesson tomorrow. after which i have to go for an alumni interview? also dunno what is it on. another oral session? gosh. i'm dead people.
s t e phanniie` x))
* the sweet smile that warms the heart.. =)
vanished-*
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
hoNg hoNg~wat am i waiting` says:
wat will u do if derrick is realli elimanated ?
ans: cry. duh. hahA.. though its kinda stupid la.. but, i'm an idol-freak. got that?
15 mins more to superstar results.. after which i will head straight to bed cause i'm having english oral tomorrow. gosh. i'm kinda nervous now can? while reading i started stuttering already. tomorrow how?! haix.. by the way, mt o level results are out tomorrow after 9.30am. another one to worry on.. cause tomorrow marks either the end of my journey of learning chinese or continue for another term. seriously, who would wanna continue? if i can just see a B on the paper. i will cry for joy. lols.. my mum said.. " u get b3, i happy like crazy already" so u can see how poor my chinese is.. u might be thinking.. chinese not good, english good lar? uh ah.. my languages sux. thats why my thought and dreams for JC was gone long ago. [ 1 month ba] i will neverbe able to survive in JC. never. haix. accountancy/tourism. yupps. these two courses.
i'm bored. very bored, nervous and excited. bored because i have just got no mood to study, though my chemistry ten yr series is just beside me right now. well, i did a few quesitons just now. and nervous becuase of tomorrow. excited because of the results later on. would i jump for joy, scream or burst into tears? time will tell.. its coming. in 9 minutes.
绝对superstar - 有你就有他
sheeeeeeeeze. all da best derrick, jun yang and kelly. lalalla~
s t e phanniie` x))
*hong zhi. pls stop cursing derrick!
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
got kinda many things to blog tonight..
i was dragged out of bed at 11 plus to go for brunch with my parents.. haha.. actually didnt want to go, but just join them for fun cause i've spent the whole day and night out the day before.. went to somewhere near maha bodhi school to have brunch. i ate fishball noodles and i stained my white billabong shirt! gosh! one minute it was plain white, next minute got orange spots! 3 spots somemore! *heart aches* hahA.. then went to some where near tkss to buy stuff for my mum's baking stuff.. and yes, she's gonna make more cheese cake for me. and since mooncake festival is coming, she's making mooncake with lots of egg yolks! wahahahas. for those who are craving for food right now, guess you better stop reading this.. haha..
alright, after all those baking stuff, we headed for the spectacle shop to get my glasses adjusted. my glasses are getting too irritating when i'm taking photo shots.. it bloody covers my eye.. hahA.. my eye small enough already, cover already become one line.. -_-. just like this. :x
right, so my glasses ok now already.. hmms.. then we headed home.
once i reached home, started gunbounding with joseph.. haha.. then half way he went downstairs to get some stuff and never returned.. :x then i started to do my chemistry ten yr series, all the way till 4pm. i had to meet turtle at 5pm bedok interchange for tuition and i was still home at 4.55pm. =x i'm sorry turtle.. hahA..
after tuition, my dad fetched me and we headed for people's park cause my brother's going to genting tonight with his friends.. i thought i wouldnt be able to catch superstar at 8.30pm but i reached hom at 8.30pm! =)
now, i'm gonna start my complains! hiak hiak. anyway, for those who supports weilian, pls leave. lols..
how could the bloody wei lian score higher than jun yang and derrick?! i think he isnt up to the standard! oh gosh.. he is blind for god's sake. ever imagine if he is the superstar? and he gets to have his own album? and on the front cover is his face? with his eyes dunno focused where? hmms.. i know i'm getting kinda evil now.. alright, i'll stop. :x
jun yang sang alot more better than the bloody M1. and derrick sang well too. but why are they one of the last? [though theres only 3.] argh. derrick looked cute today as usual.. hahA.. anyways, my mum said jun yang has this singer kinda look. i agree! woohoo. tmr's the result. i'll either cry or jump for joy. lols.. lets hope that i'll be able to jump for joy. tomorrow's kelly performing! yea!
well.. currently talking to my long lost kor.. hahA.. brandon. he seems so busy few months back. but then now, he talking to me! haha.. yea. and farhan asked me to blog bout him. yea. now i shall say. he is bad! =x wakakakkaa.
alright. gotta go talk to my friends.. tag people tag! =)
wan an~
s t e phanniie ` x))
*jiang nan.
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
woahs. finished watching the national day parade.. why isnt the band on tv?! dammit.
didnt get to sleep the whole night.. x: imagine when u guys were sleeping like a pig, i was there with my friends playing captain's ball, stepping people's balloon, running around, doing push ups, sit ups and burpies? yupp. thats what i did through the night.. damn, my hands are bloody aching now!
took a direct bus home from bishan[ i think ] and dragged my heavy legs from the bus stop home.. was really dread by the time i reached home. i rushed into the toilet immediately and bathed. afterwhich, i jumped into bed and fell asleep eventually..within minutes.. hahA.. i remembered being interupted during my sleep by my sister and godbrother, taking the mickey mouse gloves waving at me.. hahA.. well, i stil slept with them bothering mi.. =) call mi a pig, i dont care.. i'm sleep what! its ok to sleep! =) so, i slept from 9 plus all the way till 6 pm.
i saw my handphone clock at 1803 hrs and i jumped out of bed.. lols.. cos i knew i was late for the show.. but then, i found out that there isnt any band performanced.. LIARS!haha..
so, now watching my tv As usual! =) by the way, joseph is struggling with his blog.. hahA.. he said.. " now then i realised my english is not good! " hahA.. joseph, glad that i realised it. but isnt it abit too late? :x
boring. gotta start studying later.. cause played for two days already. must study study study..! =) study hard steph! you can do it!! x)
weeeeeeeeeee.. gotta go continue my tv shows..
s t e p hanniie ` x)
*i'm confused!
`those were the days...
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
woke up reluctantly and went for literature lesson which was totatally crap to me! i slacked through doing some questions on chemistry.. moron said that chemistry was cancelled, and i sort of liked it.. not because i ahted chemistry, but i could go for band earlier in this case.. =)
i joined the band in the school's ndp parade, though boring but at least, i could be in the band like how i used to! i just missed those days man.. those running could keep me exercising, while now, studying and eating whole day.. =( i lurve band! =) i didnt really practiced on the scores at home for the past few days but just did my notes and stuff. and i'm kinda surprised that i was able to play the songs without the scores.. [memorise,fool!] my hands were aching all over due to a long time of not being in a sqad playing instruments and marchign at the same time.. =) but i enjoyed it very much.. haha..
rushed home cause my mum told me she was leaving for my uncles home but she lied! haha.. i went home, bathed and could stillt ake a half an hour break, eating two pieces of cheese cake then set off for seng kang.. not very bored there cause was watching scv channel 56.. the shows there are damn lame and funny.. hiakhiaks.. that is an obvious reason why i'm so lame.. haha! i'm looking forward to monday! yea!
for now, i'm going to dreamland to meet some person out there.. haha.. god knows who he is.. i'm really tired.. perhaps, today is the first time in the many weeks that i slept so early.. is it a record? =) who knows? haha.. bye and nights!
s t e p hanniie` x))
*falling so deeply..
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
woahs. seemed like so long ever since i've blogged.. reason for not bloging is because i am realy tired.. emotional and physically tired. imagine sleeping at 1-2am every morning with no naps in the afternoon? yup. i'm leading that kinda life.. realised that my eyebags are getting darker. as well as heavier.. bleahs.
yea.. my mum came home from thailand last night and got me many many stuffs.. mostly were my things.. 4 billabong pants.. 3 billabong shirts.. socks.. etc.. haha.. i feel so fortunate..! x)
i love my mom! she rox.. hahAx.. yup. i'm going to gamathon.. wonder if i can stand thru the night or not.. its during national day eve until the next morning of national day..
today had a social studies test on Venice.. i studied tilled 2am last night can? and managed to studythe rise ONLY.. and left the fall, therefore, i couldnt do the question on fall.. duh! haix. put in so much effort for this test.. but nvm, its also preparation for prelims.. so maybe prelims no need to study so much.. =)
i'm kinda scared. scared because the time is flying so damn fast.. weeks after weeks and soon it would be the prelims.. then the o'levels and it shall be the freedom i long to have.. =) i wanna try going into JC for the first 3 months cause i wanna try out the life in there.. but my brother said that if i decided where to go, dont try JC at all.. hmms.. JC girls always put an impression on me that they are really cool and smart people.. hahA.. i wanna be like them! =) by then, diet officially starts. weeeeeeee~[dont laugh]
i'm currently waiting for the superstar's results to be out and also at the same time, doing physics, chatting online and waiting for choo to finish bathing. *stinks*
wahaha.. got to know quite alot of friends these few days.. not know know but as in, know and talk together.. they are cool. haha.. eric, joseph, hong zhi, joseph's gang.. haha.. cool man. i wana know more frens! =)
8 minutes more. i know after the results i sure pengsan one.. cause i really cant take it anymore.. my eyes are just going to shut off. thus, i needa sleep early [12am] tonights.. =) i know to some its not early.. haha.. alright.. fellow readers.. here i go..
btw. today's hong zhi and eugene lee's birthday.. may they groww tall tall, eat full full everyday happy happy! =) yupps.
s t e phanniie ` x))
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