Friday, November 19, 2004
weeee~ woahs.. today had band in the afternoon.. ended up having porridge at home.. cos i woke up late =x haha.. when i reached school quite alot of peeps la! papa passed her physics.. and all te others that failed.. FAILEd again.. ai yo.. must work hard~ jia you!
band ended super early today.. it felt quite uneasy though.. cos mr poh was angry with us.. haiz.. think i am one of everything that he commented on.. haiz.. well.. failure is the mother of success.. i will work hard.. lol.. hmm.. band ended early in the end..
after band wait after a while then decided to cum my house to practice instrument.. [after a few minutes of turtle's craving for lao cheng's YAM PIE..] haha.. she and her "i feel like eating this.. i feel likt eating that" haha.. since dunno how many weeks liao..
so in the end went to my house lo.. went to caltex then took cab.. 4 person, one person 1 dollar lo.. haha.. me, eugene , turtle and joseph! haha.. we went thru ross roy lo.. trying to feel for the music.. hmm.. its hard to feel as individuals.. so mus feel as a band.. hmmx.. thats bout it.. then joseph went to friendster.. then i ask him.. why u dun have ur wn picture de! haha.. so lousy.. then i took out the camera and we started to take pics! LOL.. one shot so many pose then took 24 pics.. haha.. think the 4 of us can click well.. hehe.. 2 sec 3 and 2 sec 1! hehe.. really had lotsa fun.. maybe post one of the nicest de! hehe..
then later in the night went downstairs with my mum.. took pics again.. so crazy over da camera.. haha.. well.. mum took pic again got ORB.. piang.. wonder ish good one or bad.. haha.. yea.. thats bout it.. its gonna be 12.. and think gonna sleep even not tired.. haiz.. have to force myself to sleep.. arbo tmr cannot wake up.. anyway gonna meet joseph tmr.. haha.. at bout 8.30 in my house.. lol.. hmmz.. thats bout all.. =) had fun today! tmr will be a better day.. wahs.. i lesser and lesser things to tok liao.. so sad.. like the conversatioon keep on .. ha ha he he.. hmm.. gonna end? haha.. nitaz! *times up*
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i am becuming more and more piggy.. haha.. tok on the phone until 2.00 am then i go sleep la.. haha.. and i like woke up at.. 2.30 pm in the after noon? haha.. then in the evening i sleep a while..
yesterday listen to many old songs.. very nice sia. haha.. n i was like mad the whole time on the fone.. today though sian but quite fun.. was quite hyper at night.. hee..
iLu,iLturtle! haha.. iLmyfrens
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
beeen quite busy lately.. so didnt had time to blog.. too tired.. hmm.. went for night tour yesterday.. woahs.. fun.. 7.45pm meet.. i 7pm then convinced to go.. haha.. got to know one fren too haha.. woahs.. had fun la.. but then tired.. haha.. n u know wad.. i nv even tok to him.. lol.. oh yea got la.. "no" jus a simple no.. haha..
yea.. came back this morning at 7am lo.. tired lyk shit.. lol.. then sleep a while.. went out again.. piang.. like so busy lo.. haha.. then went to take the flu vaccination! piang.. scared like shit man.. haha.. lucky got turtle jie to pei me.. hehe.. turtle.. i lurve u! [yg kor dun get jealous pls] n got this person smsing mi.. haha.. thankss..
think i'll blog lata ba.. my arm ish acheing.. like shyt.. lolz.. =p
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Saturday, November 13, 2004
wahahahaa* i passed my physics!! hehe.. by a mark! duh.. its better than FAILING.. though was happy cos i passed but was quite pissed off jus JUST NOW.. hours ago..
i thought going for the party would be a fun one.. to be with turtle jie and vana papa.. WOAHS who knows.. i went there and was DAO-ED.. WADEVER.. its so damn fuking hot and stuffy and pple wwear JACKET.. WTF.. fine then.. then dao mi.. sae hi to pple also need so long to reply.. wah enuff fuked up.. wah dun care liao la.. FRENS are disappointing..... i got nth to sae anymore..
then now more pissed off.. got pple cum in kpkb.. wtf lo.. get lost la.... ARGH
FReNS................... SUX to the core.. i lurve turtle jie.. joey kor.. yg kor.. natee kor.. and eugene buddy! maybe bonzi and james.. haha.. theya re the one!! hehe.. muackz* ai si ni men lerr!
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
yawnzz..
i'm tiRed again.. hahaz.. i dun wnana get night mare again! n0ooo..
tmr got phy test.. so sian.. didnt really study.. well.. toking to cheng now lo.. haha.. ask him to help me.. haha.. but start toking crap liao.. haha.. sianz.. k la.. think gonna sleep soon after crapping.. anyway.. pple ask me not drop to sub.. hmm.. i'll think bout it.. nitez
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Monday, November 08, 2004
yaWns` i'm tiRed___)-
went to ping yi to teach them.. woahs.. its hella tired.. then went to whitesands with mr poh to photocopy scores.. well.. thats bout it =) *winks ^^
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Friday, November 05, 2004
woahs.. had quite much fun today.. haha.. we played highllights from shrek 2.. try try nia.. lol.. got accidentally in love lo.. cant stop singing.. lol.. then like kee siao like that lo.. haha.. bridging suck la.. lol.. the ss ish so crappy.. i dunno how to =x..
hmm.. so losing many hours of my precious sleep for the week.. now paying back a little la.. hehe.. wanna orh orhz liao.. hehe.. nitezz
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its currently EARLY.. haha.. well.. i spent my day with lots of fun.. hahas.. after the boring classes.. went to meet jodie in school then to tampines to meet eugene and jermain and joseph.. at first we went around TM loitering la hor.. then we went to the arcade.. play liao sae wan go pool.. hha.. then eugene lost ez link.. bleahs.. so we travel to bedok for nth.. then the damn funlands hor! dun let us go in leh.. got this person tok very funny.. lol.. "u know HOR.. later or gong HOR.. must $1000 HOR.. lol.. god.. jus wanna laugh with jermain and jodie.. so we went up to princess then check out the price of the tics.. and we like so on lo... sae wanna watch then watch.. i was so enthu at first.. cos they sae wan watch princess diary.. in the end they bluff me
=( they watch doll master
i scared leh.. haha.. go in all the way so scared.. then sms.. wahaha.. but the story very sad leh.. haiz.. poor thing.. wahha.. late liao.. wanna sleep.. anyway.. i cant stand his nick.. PLS CHANGE!
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
i didnt forget to blog.. haha.. jus finish toking to sam.. hmm.. and b4 that a conference call with joseph,jermain,jodie and eugene.. the 3 j's an e and s.. haha.. cool? haha.. we tok rubbish de la.. haha.. tok bout where to go nor.. haiz.. relationship sux.. totally.. so i not gonna care.. haha.. heck care.. sux man.. i made things worst lo.. i wanted to make things for the better but.... its turned out to be disaster..
problems: pls go away.. get away from me la.. kaoz.. freedom..
so i duno where we going tmr.. haha.. hmm.. see how lo.. tmr got bridging again lo.. idiot.. now 1am.. hmm.. quite tired.. think gonna sleep b4 carrie's late night show end.. then i listen to nobody toking liaoz.. hehe.. niteaz
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
i've been feeling damn confused these few days and nites.. haiz.. problems are like never ending.. and i cant concentrate in everything that i do.. and i forgot to blog yesterdday again..
1st N0v
got bridging program nor.. then after that went for band committee meeting.. hmm.. its was quite alright ba.. i design this tshirt ar.. but then mr poh sae too playfull.. then nvm lo.. i kept it.. after that went to tampines with turtle.. hehe.. we went to the library to reaturnthe books that i borrowed and not REAd.. then go to S11 to eat n0r.. woahs.. then i was like sshockk ma.. 0_0 when i received this sms ar.. haiz.. haiz.. it was too sudden.. got nth to sae ar.. first to saw the sms was turtle.. then i told eug bout it.... kaoz. lo.. i nv expect that ar.. haiz.. then that night also got another shocking de la.. dun no how to sae la! haiz.. slept at bout 12.30am ba.. felt so giddy when i slept.. like as if the whole room was spinning.. haiz..maybe i thinking too much liaoz lo..
2nd n0v [today wor..]
as usual.. the whole week we got bridging.. well.. basically.. i had no mood to do anything today ar.. go for band then.... ai ya.. got lotsa things on my mind la.. after band got this SL "meeting" they sae our sections are deproving.. yea.. they blamed us, the section leaders.. but.... its not easy to handle those stubborn pple nor.. even how hard u try... i guess.. i doesnt work.. but at least.. my troublesome one ish starting to wake up! hehe.. glad leh.. hehe.. maybe talking really helps.. motivating each other.. but i just get really fed up when pple cant play simple things like reading a 2count note on a score.. its irritating.. might as well go join the junior band.. haiz.. hope for the better in everything..
things are just running thru my head.. mr poh sae my sound very ugly.. dots. haiz.. i dunno how to improve it.. how to produce a good sound? HOW.. no one teaches me..... then i suddenly got a craving of playing the horn.. but my dream ish to be a best trumpeter.. i will miss my trumpet! LOTS.. and i mean it.. haiz.. a sectioon would be wonderful if everyone could jus work together.. like a family.. but not like normal familys but a happy family.. cos families do have problems too.. backstabbbing ish bad.. hypocrites should be shot dead.. they shouldnt live in this world.. u every seen sumone? who keep instructing pple on wad to do? and the person jus keep shouting and shouting.. doing nth.. not helping? well.. i came across this kinda person.. can sae everyday..
everyday.. so can u imagine.. alright back to the section thing..
a good section:
->united->no conflicts->no backstabbing->no hypocrites->no secrets->trust between each other-> one for all, all for one->wadever u bay song, sae out!
haiz.. i hope i can achieve that.. but i jus cannot forget how they treated me.. its always running thru my head everything i think of outdoor.. i nv forget the date.. the time.. 1st July 7pm
the conversation.. in my mind.. when can i forget things? haiz.. yes.. i am this.. i am that.. but b4 they sae it.. ever thought of feelings? haiz.. i jus cant forget those hurting things.. even thought i really wanna erase it from my mind.. permanently.. but i jus cant.. i was hurt by them b4.. alot.. i will nv forget how they treated me.. no matter b4 or after.. they left a scar on me.. howevery they treat me now.. there will be still abit of fear and hatred.. haiz.. i wanna forget all this.. but as i flash back.. i jus feel uneasy.. i always wanted to know.. why? why ? why? many why questions that pple cant solve.. guess.. no one can solve this why in me..
woahs.. today got many things to write.. tired the singapore rapsody 1 [spelt liek that?] its ish cute.. hehe.. very cute parts.. nice too.. hehe.. its 10.50pm liaoz.. hmmz.. got no mood to do anything.. dotz.. sleep also cannot.. haiz.. dammit..
song: RossRoy [overture to life.]
0n.muai.mind: why?why?why?
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Monday, November 01, 2004
woahs.. i borken my record of not blogging.. haha.. i forgot to blog yesterday.. cos i was too tired.. but i had quite a lot to tok about.. that damn driver! his such an idiotic crazy faggot i can sae.. once we went on the taxi he started crapping.. sae send us to zouk.. rubbish rite.. then he went the long way.. and he knew that geylang will have jam. he still go there.. he danc with the music until the taxi shakes.. he horn at girls.. and keep saying they are sexy.. omg.. wad a phsyo..
told eug to take down his number and he forgot! ai yo! haha.. well.. the concert was..... OMG.. nice! the cornet.. ish pro until cant pro.. haha.. idiot de! bleahs..came home chiong homework for tuition then slepe.. that why forget to blog..
today ar.. got tuition lo.. so boring.. haiz.. i wanna change teeacher! haiz.. tmr got bridging program leh.. sian de.. then got band committee meeting.. think i gonna meet my mum after that lo.. to collect my jeans.. hehe! k ar.. nth much today.. cos whole day at home.. ai yo.. nitaz
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