Thursday, June 30, 2005
Woahs.. Days flew past like hours.. Hours flew pass like minutes and seconds. *d-u-h*
Its the 4th day of term 3 and i just took my report book this afternoon. =)
no complains.
compliments.
"hui lin more sensible. less talkative. improved some of her subjects. she can make it. just follow what her teacher does in class.. revisions and stuff."
woahs. *shuang kuai* to many students.. taking report books are like sending them to hell cause this is when your parents find out all about what you've done in school. muahaha. the teacher's know it all..
tomorrow, is the O level mother tongue examination for me.. *shucks* i am so damn nervous and scared.. nervous- i cant read in fron of a time keeper! scared - i cant speak! f-l-u-e-n-t-l-y..
turtle did hers today and she said it wasnt too tough.. i hope tomorrow will be a better day for me! i hope so.... have been studying till late nights every night these few days.. will i be able to take it till the o's? i hope so.. just like our top student priscilla and haoyi.. she only sleeps 4 hours a day.. and haoyi specially stayed till5am to do physics ten yr series. gosh. my class is mad. crazy. INDEED.
i am currently SMS-ing 2 persons on two different phones.. this month is deadly. from the first day of my bill, i smsed till now, 100++ a day.. though i know my phone would never be confiscated.. i would have to spare a thought for my parents.. therefore, i am using my mum's phone. and if its insufficient....- i am another prepaid card! wee~
life IS going to be tough.
and I am going to go through it!
yes i am, i am!
saturday and sunday would be free day! parents not in singapore.. intend to watch initial-d once again with turtle~ weeee~
darlings-jay-edison.. HERE i come!!
i lurf everyone.
i lurf my friends
i lurf my band
i lurf my section
i lurf jay
i lurf edison
i lurf turtle
i lurf karean
i lurf myself!
superstar's derrick ish cute.haha..
s t e phanniie` x)
*catched a starr*
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
and yes.. the holidays marked an end of my playing and stuff.. steph, its really time for some serious work from now onwards.. the holidays just flew past in a month and its already term 3.. 2 more days to MT o level and 2 more months to the Prelims. gosh. i cant say that i'm not excited at all but... i am just too afraid that too many distractions will drag me away.. and right.. i caught a movie on the first day of school..
finally, i was able to watch Initial-d.. it was a great distraction.. why? cause i cant stop thinking of my darlings.. jay-* edison-* they rocks. my life. and learn to spek like jay. how cool.. i guess this snt time for me to idolise.. i shall do it after o levels.. right after the papers! but i came straight home after the movies to download their pictures.. i guess i can just look at them without them knowing who the hell i am and where the hell i come from.. they are all over the place.. ALL over.. for some stupid reasons, i couldnt wear my pe shorts today.. so i ended up standing at one corner looking at my gal-frens playing baseball.. how stupid. i didnt regret though.. wearing those stinking gloves where i can smell the pungent from afar.. shucks. you want that thing on my hand? no way-*
due to some reasons that mdm wan had given, my mum didnt come to collect my report book. i miss it but i dont wish to see it.. i know i've failed 3 subjects. yes. and i did badly.. and yes.. today i was being pranked by my so chio physics teacher can?...
right. i failed the bloody mock test paper 2 by a pathetic 3 marks which i have got them just because of my carelessness.! shucks. i have to prove to her, that i can pass. WELL! and i must! she said that we, the 12 who failed, had to stay back to do SELF revision.. i mean, i dont mind if she calls us to stay back and she does some teaching.. self revision? PLS! i can do that at home.. and we did that till 6pm.. in class..... and by 5.45pm.. she sent a message.. * i dont think i wanna see you guys.. you all can go home* everyone was like.. WTF!! and even my chemistry teacher in class laughed.
everyone dreads my physics teacher. she acts like she is the principle. but too bad she isnt. she always boast about how independent her sons are.. go gym everyday.. train themselves.. in RJC.. in RI.. whatever crap.. do housework.. one word to describe.. SLAVES! wahahaha.. right.. i needa complete my chemistry ten year series by tomorrow and i am now *doing* my section B of the chapters.. i leave the rest for tomorrow.. i shant hold any longer..
currently thinking of...: jay.edison.AE86..initial D
listening to: yes 933. one for one =p
things to do.. i have to write a letter to reply to turtle! and bring ten yr series and chinese tb four-down!
nights guys.
lurf jay.
lurf edison.
s t e phanniie ` x)
wished..upon..da..starrs..
mwarks-*
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Friday, June 24, 2005
Gosh. Fancy grown up kids playing *colour* in the playground?
Yes. We did it..
In a pathetically small playground situated in hougang, somewhere near my grandma's place. LOL! Even my brother joined in.. *kids* aged from 4 to 21? it was fun.. damn fun. the play ground was small and everyone was in groups.. so the person in front of the group jolly well gets to be the next catcher. duh.
oh yea. by the way, we were there for a treat from my grandma. the kids + my maid had western while the rest had those dished food. My stupid chicken cutlet took hell long to come and i was starving?
went back to my grandma's place and planned on what we gonna do later when my uncle comes back. imagine a birthday surprise at the age of 40? yea.. we did that. all of us hid in the kitchen a awaits his arrival. it was quite lame but fun. yea. and we ended up home by cab at bout 12.30am.. what a day spent there.
went to school in the morning to gave mr poh the blue pig, the pebble and the cd. returned the clothes to jodie. the gimmicks were cool!
i'm having tuition later at 5.30pm.. i hope it isnt a dreadful one cause its a damn 4 hrs. well. i think i better catch some sleep. tata~
PS. qi zheng tempted me with the initial-d movie! i want to watch it!!
by the way. after tomorrow will be a month away from my birthday!!
s t e phanniie` x)
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
and yes. i forgot! INITIAL-D is out tomorrow!! x)
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
wee~ haven been blogging since the 19th. Have been checking the blog but i was just too lazy to blog. Nothing much happened ma.
oh yea.. turtle and me made an acomplishment yesterday and today. yes. we walked from school, to the soccer court 30 minutes walk away from school to sit there do nothing, looking at the guys play soccer. or should i say, looking at those dumb guys chasing after a pathetic ball? haha.. its their interest. and from there, doing nothing, we walked to tampines mall for lunch. met up with joseph and he JUST woke up! Stupid pig.
and this afternoon. after lessons we played badminton for 3 hrs at the sports hall with geraldine, ming zhen, hui xin, jack and jasper. cool. it was fun though my arms really hurts now. gosh. went for tuition after that and played a prank on joseph! haha.. he was freaked out. yupp.
and came home, watched tv and edited my blogskin some how or rather as the PIGgy poh claims that his tired of my blog song. so i might as well change it all yeaa? yupp.
thats all for today. gotta go get ready the things i gonna bring for band tmr to distribute + return. till then. see ya~
chills.
s t e p hanniie` x)
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
hmms. Have been knowing more and more outside friends now adays.. Be it through friendster or HP! haha.. Sounds cool eh?
Some guy just sms me some *none of my business thing* and then we became friends. how cool. Didnt really blogged for the past few days because my computer was sort of... DOWN? It went mad.. and my brother told me it's dying soon. So i zip everything up and sent it over to his computer.. so, i shall wait for it to be reformatted. x)
Guess what? i spend my day yesterday watching *hai tun wan* didnt start from the beggining cause i watch already.. started at disc 12 till 18 and one lasted for like an hour ++? gosh, i watched all the way till 2am. Shed much tears too. How i wished they could come out with a part two.. Like how they live happily ever after.. Hmm.. i hope so..
slacking my days away.. I promised myself to start studying this week! but what happened? Band camps, physics test and more... tomorrow after lesson still got picnic! hmms.. guess, its the last time i play? I HOPE so!
steph! you can do it! GET A LIFE!! jia you~
s t e phanniie `
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
Came back from Melacca.. Shall not further talk bout it..
went for band camp after that and had headaches the next day till today.
Kept eating panadols, one after another cause the pain isnt going away..
I am not in the mood to blog now cause of some stupid and irritating reasons.. Some times, its better not to know what peeps out there are doing and talking. Cause its IRRITATING!
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
yoohoo. i forgot to blog yesterday night cause i only remembered after i off the computer. haha.. I am currently doing multi-tasking. Watching tv, chatting online, talking on the phone and SMSing! wahahaha. Cool ehs?
i had the literature workshop this morning and afternoon and it was BORING. firos told me that it starts at 7.45am. and in the end, 9am! WHAT?! How do you expect people to walk down one storey and do your whatever business in one minute? Isnt it stupid and more stupid? Make business also cannot do nicely. I rather not go toilet. DUH! how boring.. pay to get myself bored. 4 pm finally reached and i was freed! oh my god! wahaha..
went down to sit infront of the band. haha. that zhu zhu cut hair! haha.. the fringe like mine. oh yea. i cant stand my hair. it sucks! Some say it suits me, some say i look like boy! what the? haha.. nevermind la.. i am going into hiding tomorrow in malaysia anyway. Heard from my mum that i will be in the blardy themepark [water and land] all the way to the night then back to the hotel.. hehe.. dont know whether it will be fun not.
i'm bored. really bored.
sumtyms.. i wonder why am i ever who i am..
ever thought of that? haha.. think too much already! my friendster 499 friends! time for second account! =p ok.. i am going to paxk up on the things and catch up with my friends! see ya!
s t e phanniie`
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
blogging time!
weeee.. today went to my aunt's house to slack. Hmm.. Got there and started eating and eating and eating.. =x
slept on my cousin's bed and found out that its so *shuang* . woke up and told my mum to get it for me. =x haha.. cool right?
damn. I'm peeling now. my face is peeling. gosh.
on the way back home, my mum told me about her friend's `daughter`. Haha.. She-he wanted to be a lesbian. wahahaha.. then my mum was so scared when she heard it, cause i have been tellign her i am a guy. god damn it, i wouldnt be one! D-U-H ~ ! isnt it obvious? i don't go around shopping malls looking out for GIRLS!
haha. other than all this, i eat through my day, looking at the time. And yes! i got my *hai tun wan* finally.. and i think i am going to *chiong* them tomorrow. Though one VCD is like an hour plus? quite bored one. but, the contents are interesting!
may decide to go down to Springfield to pass the DVD to luo tang zhu!
luo tang zhu: i know you are reading this! haha.. i will sms you tomorrow! =p
yeas. i am tired! weeeeeeeeeee. tata~
s t e p hanniie` x)
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
Thanks man. I'm damn tired and burnt. Suddenly become so black.. Haha.. abit funny.. I meant, red and black. Black from the previous two days in sentosa, and red from today. Today is a really tiring day, guess we did alot and our best, most importantly.
That bloody james tan gave us lots of trouble. He bloody booked a lousy bus and some cork up stuff happened. Fuck to him man! Sometimes i wonder how can he not smile a single one time at all in a day. Standing down there like a statue, i mean, a ghostly figure [statue more handsome, besides, statues smile!] His wife also no difference one. Now i think i know why they are still childless. I hope they don't have any child too. The innocent life will suffer!! And will eventually turn into like the bloody tans. What a hopeless couple. =x
Yeaps, after everything, we went to St 11 for dinner/supper? Which? Mr Poh's treat. Thank you luo tan zhu! wahahaha. Had a nice dinner/supper then head back home by cab.. Shared it with chen pei and joseph! woohoo. i really had alot of fun today!
tomorrow band is at 9am for the juniors, and 1pm for the main band. poor joseph, have to go at 9am. I think he should already be asleep right now. Its getting late, and i'm getting more tired. So.... bye guys! have a great night! =p
`i've going to succeed!
s t e phanniie ` x)
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
Yes. I am home after leaving my house after brunch.. That "luo tang zhu" messaged me at about 10am to ask me if i want to go Sentosa anot. Haha.. I woke up, ate and went. We met at 12 and i was late. But guess wad? ALL of them were even later than me! Norman and gang arrived 15 minutes later and Mr Poh 15 minutes later? Then we went to eat.. Drinks were on him, cause his late. =p
Went to Sentosa after that. Hot like shit can? I realised that i am walking damn slow can.. I need to run in other to keep up with Mr poh's steps. What the hell? Haha.. We heard the bands there and PLEASE..... I shan't elaborate more. =x When the band marched in... It was worst.
I saw Mr Siao, and he said Hi to me.. I saw my primary school band buddy and my online friend. Cool. On the way back, saw my brother's friend, in Tk alumni band Ze yu. Hmm.. What a small world.
I left sentosa at 6pm for tuition. The bus queues were so long. Thank god weisiang was with me, else i would have got lost. I took the train and were some how lost. But lets talk about the train ride. The train was empty and i was the only one sitting in that particular carriage. Then this bunch of noisy BOYS[i shall call] walked over. At first they walked past me to go onto the other carriage, but then they eventually came over. While listening to sylvester's *suo yi*, i saw this hand waving in front of my eyes. Didnt really hear what they say at first until i took down the ear piece. Hmm. They asked for my number. I was shocked *lar*. Then i smiled at them.
And i said...
No. Haha..
Didnt know why also *lar*. First time *mar*, dont know how to answer. When i alighted at Dhoby Ghaut, they shouted so loud to say bye to me.. Ridiculous.... And thats where ig to lost. The damn trains were so packed. Couldnt see which stops so i just stood all te way and ended up going towards Raffles place. What the hell *eh*? Then i found my way to Somerset. I was damn late, and i made turtle suffered in the MRT station alone. And this resulted in, *suppers* on me. *piangx*
Tommorrow is Balloon hat festival, and I'm quite excited about it! Gotta wake up quite early tomorrow for band practice. We going to practice on the concert pieces. Got solos to play! yoohoo. yup. Blog again tomorrow.
and YES mr poh. i know you are reading this.
to luo tang zhu: i didnt make up my tuition to see the twins. PLEASE. i've got better things to do. And i found out something from the twins. BOYS CAN TALK ALOT!!
haha.. TAG ME MR POH! =p
niteX.
s t e p hanniie`
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Friday, June 03, 2005
And yes. I'm so damn tired now. My eyes are closing and my stomach is aching.... What's with fridays? Always having stomach aches on Friday.
Gosh. My cheeks is radiating heat. Clarissa sit beside me also could feel the heat. Darn. I'm going to feel the pain coming tomorrow..
The sun was really hot. Really really till I never stop perspiring once i reached there till the time i reached school. What the hell yea? Hmm.. Had quite alot of fun. But having my voice would be more more fun. I lost my voice, and now, its worst.
My eyes couldn't help but to close a few times for a few seconds. Until now, still only half open. My father said that I "zi zao ku chi".. Hmm.. Claiming that i could be at home enjoying and I got myself suffering under the sun and getting all the sunburns. I mean, they don't understand..... Haha.. yea..
I'm deadly tired. Msn that stupid "luo tang zhu" also never reply.. Looks like he working as pig already. Haha.. see ya guys`
`i'm tryying. x)
s t e p hanniie `
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
hmms. I'm here, back again to blogging. I shall now, from today onwards blog with proper english. Besides blogging is all about telling people what had happened, not really to people but just to vent my anger on maybe. Hmm..Its also for improving english isn't it? x)
I haven't been in the mood to be studying ever since my trip to Genting. Where's my inspiration? Almost everyday had been to band, it just seemed like I'm in my Sec 3 years which i missed ALOT!
I've been through many many lessons through band. Be it lessons on life, leadership and stuff by Mr Poh. But throughout this few years, I've learnt. Learnt alot. I've learnt not to just judge people by its cover, I've learnt to make mistakes and then face the music. I've learnt to play my trumpet better. I've learnt to endure, take up challenges, take up scoldings. I've learnt to be strong. I've learnt many many things. Too many to be listed maybe.... I've learnt to trust. But why is it that the people whom i trust would somehow or rather turn their backs against me.
I may not be a perfect friend, but I am trying to. (Not talking about anyone by the way, its just how i felt.) This many days back to band had let me went into deep reflections of everything. Do you know until now, how many people I have respected? Not many. My mum, dad, brother and Mr Poh. I don't know why, but it just happens. Its really easy to make casual friends. I have thousands and millions of them. But what about true friends? Hardly.
Everyone makes fun of me everyday. Every single day without fail. Be it, my best friend, my close friends, my band friends. Everyone, even my mum, dad, brother and Mr Poh [most from him!] Though I may have showed them faces, but after a while, everything will be alright. But i would also turn around and smiled at them, with my heart, broken. It doesn't feel good to be insulted. Though many were just joking.....
I'm really lost at such a time now. I want to get good results, but I just cant get myself studying. Ok.. Enough of all this.... I'm getting more emotional.
Tomorrow is Ballon Hat Festival rehearsal, and WE are allowed to go! Weeeee. I can skip Cheoh's lesson! Her lesson can kill. Really. After attending for her lesson, it will make me moodless for the rest of the day.
I had sectionals this afternoon. It wasn't too bad. Just that they still cant march and play music loudly. Really hope they can perform well on this Sunday and NDP. Besides, this is their first time trying out to march and play music at the same time I guess. I could remember my first time too. Marching wasn't too bad. But just that they are very slacky. Really.
After chilling out in the Band room after sectionals, which i had alot of fun, making balloon hats. I went to the back of the school with Eugene, Joseph and Jodie to get their last minute marching shoes.
Right..... My sister and mum just came back. How irritating.... My mum reborned her hair ONCE again.. 2nd time in the year. HOW unfair. My bloody sister cut her fringe like MINE! Oh my god! I wouldn't want a hair cut like her! I am going to KEEP MY FRINGE LONG!
Tommorrow's reporting time is at 6.15am. How early.... Guess i have to sleep early tonight. I'm looking forward to tommorrow. x)
`hatred had ruined me.
`I'll try not to hate.
But.. What if....
Till then, I'll see you guys again tommorrow. My show's starting! =p
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Yea. suddenly got this feleing to blog! wahahahax. i am feeling lyk as if i'm in seventh heaven! woohoo..
went back for band yesterday and today.. though my muscles are all aching cos of the marching, it was fun. yea.. seeing the trumpeters stop playing together cos we fall into holes on the field, having the same reaction. wahs. really missed those times. but its back and its going away soon....
i shall not elaborate why i am feeling cloud 9. my close frens would know. yeaps. though everything was just so simple and stupid. but i realli feel great and happy and as if a load of my shoulders. woahs! and thats wad that drove mi to cum blogging! wahahahax..
toking bout those freakking lessons. the blardy ham ham ish jus teaching the same things all over again lar. and i again, feel sleepy. haix.. every time her lesson wanna orh orhx. no wonder fail.. not interested at all lor.. she can act so well, go be actress la! haha.. cum teach s.s can die de leh.. lit still ok lor.. then math.. math ish slacking period la.. got test today! wahaha. think i can pass bar.. hhe.. and then the blardy english course.. yupp, we had to write a compo. turtle suggested mi to write bout an accident then i was involved. and i wrote. quite fun. oh yea btw. mi turtle and wilson went into class late.. haha.. cos we went caltex. then we went for band! wahahaha. i am suddenly so into band once agaiin.
i dun think i can go on any further ler.. i jus dunno why people can just type and type and type like as if there isn't any ending. there ish blardy lessons tomorrow. i dun feel like going because there ish cheoh'd lesson. OMG. by the way.. i have skipped many of her lessons!
oh yea, i shall take this oppurtunity to tell u bout my genting trip! wahahaa..
ever heard of grassland bus? yeaps. i took the coach all the way to half the hill of genting highlands. when i alighted the bus, i could feel the chills and see clouds flying pass by the roads. how cool eh? we then went up to take the cable car. woahs. its like..... u just cum down from heaven can? so heavenly.. smoky.. haha.. like disappear from the world..
reach there and felt the chills even more! clouds were every where.. we checked into hotel then went for late lunch at the bakery. had curry chicken pie. hmms. then we went shopping.. and i made a .. how to sae? the wax thing? wax figure of my hand? hmm.. cool leh.. and its right in front of mi now! weeeee.
the second day, we went down to KL for shopping. yeaps. and guess one. its the first time i ever wanted to buy a skirt lor.. then my aunt wanted this jacket , but then the shop nvr sell.. so we had to go over to the other centre to get it. and GUESS WAD. that blardy shop doesnt sell skirts. kaox.. i damn disappointed lor.. then sua ler lo.. dun have my skiirt. =( third forth day was eating then arcade.. haha.. third day i went for swimming. in the heated pool.. thats another heavenly experience. cos i could see the clouds floating on top of the water! wahahha. k lar. forth day go hoime lor.. then chiong my chinese on the bus.. haha..
wahs. i am sneezing like crazy now. sick ler. how weak. argh!
currently listening to 93.3fm. and toking to mr poh! wahahaha..
and yes. i got my sly album thanks to cheng's generous fren, zhi ming! thanks! =p
its like nvr ending.. btw. i went to jasper's house for the past two days when jodie slept over at my house. haha.. look at the guys swim. how fun! till then. see ya guys~
*ah choo*
s t e p hanniie`
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