Wednesday, February 08, 2006
well..suddenly i felt like blogging. all of a sudden after so many days and weeks, i miss school. i miss my friends. i miss those times that happy family were smuggling food into class.. those times right before o levels, those muggings that we all did. those times we had to stay back after school for lessons and those grumbles we all grumbled for staying back till so late. BUT, now they are now memories. ((: kinda happy ones.
time really really passes super fast. two months ago, my mum and i booked thw air tickets. and this saturday, i'm flying. hopefully, it will be really fun there! just me and my mum! ((: and i can already assume that pictures of me will come up really bad because i'll look super fat. )): what do u expect when u are wearing 3 layers of clothes plus a JACKET? haha. let ur imagination run pls. so slimming down doesnt really help. haha.
i am still in the process of slimming down. haha. 10kg isnt enuff! theres more to come! hiaks. results are coming out on Friday and the soccer gang is coming over to my house after that. for "Chinese New Yr" haha. shall update again on why is it in inverted commas.
have been spending most of my time on game ever since my computer came alive again. i repeat, my computer is ALIVE again! haha. do i need to repeat again? d: hmmm, watched fearless ytd and its a really good show. nice story outline and all. haha.. i watched i not stupid too last sunday with my brother too. wow, its a really good show man. besides having a shuai ge, the storyline is really great. its like u can see urself in there. haha. yeaa. recenlty don feel like going to school. ahha and poof, i didnt go! since this week and my teacher called mi up this morning.. haha. and since theres something in my eye, its called yan zhen, i told my teacher i had it and she asked mi to rest more ((: haha. zhou ping, your so nice! haha.
alrytes. i think i'll stop here. coming up next would most probably be my results. will i make it or miss it? you shall see. ((:
`it is the psycological barrier that i cannot break. those words never left my ears. it is still deep down in there, repeating over and over again. help me.
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Friday, January 13, 2006
alrytes. it's beeeeen a very very very super long time since i've blogged. have i said that i'm in school? haha! currently "studying" in millennia institude (bartley). i was actually posted to tohtuck campus and i would not want to further talk about my stay there. cos it was totally horrible. so, i appealed for a transfer to Bartley! haha. of course esther was there to guide mi la. though the school is more lok kok, but the peeps there are more friendly, nice and sporting. haha! then i go to know esther's bunch of friends. they are cool. i love them! (: they made my stay in MI a really great one. not excluding my orientation group friends. haha. oh btw, we were the champion group. lalalaa. *claps*
this whole week was mass lecture week. man, i can say that its boring. totally! but then not when it comes to break time or chaboting time. :x hahaha. pls larh, we ordered MacDonalds for breakfast for 3 consecutive days. and i only joined them in eating today. haha. yeaa, cool isnt it? yeaa. posted to classes liao. but no worries, i;m still with my group of buddies. lalalaa. woohoo.
and yes, now the bad part. firstly, i have a FUCK face. hmmm, i see man, just because i made a comment that i wanna sit on the new car, and i only kept it to MYSELF, i have a fuck face. for HIS information, i didnt even say anything to my dad mind you. wtf. and if i have a fuck face, your face aint any less fucked than mine. -.- secondly, i merely commented that SHE always used my thing without even asking. and SHE started SCREAMING and SHOUTING like a mofo [i just learn to know what it means!], and i kena scolded by my MUM. WTF.
its forever like this. the quarrels are never ending. NEVER. it is always in a case that when my mum is in a good mood, my dad will be in a bad one. and vice versa. i think, this is the reason i love to be out.
being out = no problems at home
this is how i fucking spent my day, Friday the 13th.
the cursed day.
everyday to me is just like a routine. i leave home for school, come home and problem arises. so, in the future, never give birth to children with age gap more than 2 years. don torture them. )):
*cried.
all i want, is a day of peace and joy within my family. just so simple.
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
woahs. christmas is over.. whats coming up next? new year's day? haha.. brand new year coming ahead. yeaps.
have been spending my days and night outside these few days man. ever since 21st?
21st dec.
met up with my PDP buddies and headed to town. yeaa~ its been so long since we all come together to sit down to talk and stuff.. we played pool and LAN. can you believe it? stephanie plays CS! omg. *scrreams* hahas. yea, i did alrytes. and i managed to kill some people alrytes!
reached home at about 12 that night. yeas..
22nd dec.
i think i stayed home that day. (:
23rd Dec.
woahs. a very tedious day man. it was the sec one orientation day. darn. i was working that day.. at damai sec helping my mum with the uniform selling. you know, its kinda irritating serving those parents.. they give you that kind of "my son/daughter is in a top school" kinda face. cant stand! but some was really nice.. some of them thinks they are VIPS, just rush into the classroom and wanna buy uniforms when the rest are queuing outside for hours. -.- i wonder what's on their mind. hmmms, and the bad thing was that my stomach suddenly ached like mad in the morning. i felt like i almost died but then, i survived! (:
after the hetic day, i headed down to springfield for my ROD. obvoiusly, i was late. haha.. by the time i reached there, they just started the video. bahh. and after the ROD me, sheryl, geraldine, charity, esther and lisa went to marina square to shop for christmas. and we reached there like about 9pm? and had our dinner then we went shopping. -.- everyone there was also rushing for time. haha.. last minute shoppers! but i ended up buying nothing. then we took mrt back to tampines cos my bro fecthed mi home from there. before meeting my bro, i went to meet mr poh to pass him the christmas present and card. haha. reached home 12 plus that day too. was darn tired.
24th Dec.
i was woken up by mr poh's call. at bout 1.15pm. haha. i was sleeeeping until so song lar! haha.. then he call mi and say he going to town. meeting the people at 1.30pm?? hahaha. GUYS, so not puntual. :x so i went also lars. haha. met jasper first then go tampines to meet mr poh. then on the way there, we stepped into MPH. haha. mr poh suddenly thought of getting a bible and we started to compare them. felix then found a chinese one and they started converting the chinese into hokkien version. -.- was damn funny la. then we met charity and lisa, then hui xin and geraldine! haha.. sat down at starbucks and talked. like the other years, i then headed down to my aunt's place to celebrate christmas. haha. i had to transfer into the northeast line at dhoby gaut to go to punggol. and know what? when i came out of the train, i saw this lady's leg slipped into the hole, between th platform and the mrt. omg. i was on the escalator. then all the guys chiong-ed there to help her and stuff.. some screamed. the door almost closed and the mrt almost went away. i wonder what will happen to the women's leg if the mrt went. after 10 minutes of struggle the women managed to get her leg off. phew.
reached my aunt's place and had dinner. i've promise my mum to buya log cake. so i left the place again with my cousin and headed for punggol plaza. i wanna get candy canes! but all the places i've asked was out of stock. ai yo. then got a chocolate peppermint log cake! haha. left her house like about 2 plus in the morning.
25th dec.
MERRY CHRISTMAS~! haha.. woke up at 11plus and went to my cousin's place as usual. but this year is kinda formal. its held in a function room and had catered food. this cater don use paper plate alrytes. its exactly like u are in seoul garden, using those heavy plates and stuff. haha.. cost alot man. then i left the place at 6.30pm to went to charity's place for a steamboat dinner. haha.. was very very fun! we talked alot of rubbish. haha.. and then i helped geraldine and charity dye their hair. yeas. got my hands DYED too. ): then we were watching tv, and got this advertisement on ice skating i think. and mr poh was like, " lets go ice skating tmr "
haha.. then we steady steady say ok lor. reached home at 12 plus.
26th dec.
i woke up relucctantly lar.. was so so so tired. but still woke up. ai yos. met jasper first then mr poh and felix on the train. we went to SimLim first cos mr poh's laptop crashed or something. haha..then went to jurong. go IMM walk walk cos waiting for other people to come. finally, bout 4 plus we went to the jurong entertainment centre ar. started skating about 5pm all the way till 9 plus. i fell once, so innocently. i was standing there and someone just BUANG-ed into mi. kaos! BAHH! was really tired man. then i reached home at around 11 plus. watched superfunkies and slept.
TODAY.
woke up and was preparing for work and i suddenly felt the discomfort in my stomach. -.- then went to the toilet to vomit. piangs. then diarrhoea like mad. darn. haha, i was thinking, if i am not sick, would i be out again? :x tmr got class BBQ at vana's home. haha.. then 29th got TKGS concert to attend. 30th got chalet all the way till 2nd of jan 2006! 31st should be counting down with mr poh they all ba. (: haha.
oh btw, zach kor kor is in singapore!! (:
*screammms*
xiiao.steph
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Friday, December 16, 2005
woahs. its been so long ever since i've blog. MY COMPUTER IS STILL DOWN. darn.
4 weeks ago, at this time, i think i was just going out of my house, to meet my girlfriends for dinner. haha. time passes real fast man.. in a blink of an eye, its 4 weeks after the o levels and i got my results for the posting of school today. haha. got posted into MI (TohTuck) Science course. well, my mum told mi to go try it out. haha, and i am going to KOREA on Feb ! hahaha. hopefully if nothing goes wrong.
now a days, i have been on Korea VCD spree. though some are damn sad, but then its worth crying for and watching them. haha, well, its a way to spent my time. if not, how did u think i've spent my days rotting at home? no job. haha, living like a tai-tai at home. lalala. good life eh? while people outside slog at the workplace. hiaks*
but in this 4 weeks, i've really had enough of HER. [people who know mi well would know who SHE is] if i could, i would really wished that she never came into my life before. because all the times we have been together, for a bloody 10 years, i have never been reminded by the happy times. all were the sad and angry times. i often tell her that i hate her, but i really do! i hate her, to the core! and sometimes i even feel like killing her. people often tell me to give way to her cause she is young. YOUNG? my foot. i think for all the things that she does, it is done on purpose. sometimes, i wonder what she really is thinking.
whenever i look at my cousins, i always want to be like them. i've tried many many times. but everytime i tried to be good, SHE would always be the opposite. so, i gave up. now, talking to her is a chore. and i do not usually talk to her, if i open my mouth, i would be screaming. sometimes, she choose not to reply to what i've asked. so? why bother wasting my energy to talk to her. i;ve given up. she likes to interfere whatever i do. i HATE you!
enough. my brother gonna have a BBQ tmr. haha, should be fun. i guess. (:
alrytes, gotta go! watch tv looo.. haha
KOREA ! i wanna go korea !
xiiao.steph (:
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
ahh.. i officially finished watching "Stairway to Heaven".. it is quite good show, a good show to make u cry like u never did. oh well, that goes well if u have a caring heart (: not those wicked hearted people.
had alumni yesterday and it was greatt.. didnt had that kinda indoor combined thing for such a long time. i think the yan ge was really nice lars.. but donno why the others disagree.. haha.. nvm. went for 2i chalet after that and woahs, we stayed awake till like 5am? and we went out for a long long walk.. really long la.. haha.. our motive was to catch the sun rise but guessed what? we faced the wrong direction -.- ar, whatever. so we made our way back and reached like bout 7.30am. then almost all slept until 10 plus and we needa check out. and since that time, i didnt sleep until now. haha.. 2 hr plus of sleep! cool. and i don feel a single bit of tiredness in me man.
so i reached home, bathed and sat in front of the tv.. all the way until now. amazing lar.. anyways, i think i gotta go soon. brother gonna be back. ):
its bad...not to haf ur own computer.. and even more bad to look at ur computer, but not able to use it.. argh !
*now that i haf waited 5 yrs for u, it is now, ur turn to wait for mi in heaven! i LORVE you !*
SmileLykThat..
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
woahs. my computer is down, really down.. so i spent my days 24/7 watching dvds and stuff.. u know, life without a personal computer is miserable. u needa go ask around for use of computer.. haish.. sad life. i hope it will be repaired SOON.. i guess..
may be going for the leadership camp ba.. since i haf nth to do at home.. hmmms, now on my way to finishing stairway to heaven and man, gonna watch full house really soon.. stairway to heaven is LONG man.. watch until morning also haven finish .. -.- later got alumni practice. finally.. but, i kinda lost touch with my trumpet lars..
oh btw, i'm using my brother's computer while his sleeping.. haha..
i really find my sister a pain in the ass these few days., or should i say, i found it out LONG time ago. she has this evil mind lar.. donno what to describe.. totally different chracters from mi and my bro or should i say me? haha..
arrrgh. no more maple. no more msn. more of sms and serial dramas.. and of course, more of band. lalala.
Smile Like This...
s t ephanniie `
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Friday, November 25, 2005
bahhs. i've changed my blog skin just now. haha. u know, when ur at home, u just cant find anything to do.. .. then u start to do something that just appears right infront of you.. haha.. well, turtle changed her blog skin, so i change also lorr.. since nth to do also.. kaka.
tomorrow going SP open house.. bored. turt came over to my place to watch the rainbow connection then followed by jodie, then eugene and joseph. -.- joseph come only make mi busy only.. spill the water.. shame on you JOSEPH! so clumsy.. haha.. they were.... NOISY. ai yos..
and since i'm currently on the stupid medecation, i tend to lose my temper easier.. well, mood swings what.. its the side effect. (: haha.. so pardon mi for my mood yea? after they went home at about 7 plus, i felt so weak lar.. almost fainted that kind. maybe cause i barely ate anything for lunch. hmmm, yeaps.. dinner eat very little also.. wah, life gonna be so sad la.. everyday one and half meals. bahh. perserverance. gamBate! walalala..~
if ROD is really gonna be on 23rd December, i would cry lar.. haish.. so sway, gonna work on that day. argh! @#$%^&*()
gonna get my form A tmr too. tired liao.. gonna sleep. nitey nights.
oyasumi~!
s t e phanniie`
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